You see the shadows under my eyes
From all those sleepless nights
I lie awake
Needing someone to know im not ok, im not alright
The cuts on my arms werent for the faint of heart
Nightmares appear as i sleep
Waking up gasping for breath
Flashes of the hell that i went through
I want none of this
The thoughts are coming back
I swear they left
They've been gone for months
You've helped me get rid of them
Why are they here?!
I dont like it
It scares me
These horrible thoughts
After they come came the cuts
Then the blood
I dont want it!
Make them leave...
Make them go away...
Help..
I need out
Out of this house
This town
This state
I need to get to you.720 miles away...
As this fist hits the wall I watch the cracks form.
Blood drip down.
No pain.
I hate this.
All of it.
When will it end.
All this misery.
This place is not my home. It's a prison.
My cell their just waiting for me to slowly die. And I am.
I'm trying to hold.
Trying to stay but I'm falling slowly.
Breaking down.
Piece by piece.